I hate that smell!!!

Hospitals.

Gawd! i hate that smell! I hate it! I was in hospital sooo much as a little boy and had so much operations in my life that I cannot stand the smell of a hospital. I have associated it with me being pushed down by a few people while they are fighting to get the gas mask on my face to administer the anaesthetics. So every time I walk in there I get really anxious. It is terrible.

Nway the reason for my visit: My dad!

They came home like after midnight last night. When he undressed his legs were swollen bad and like inflamed really bad. It looked like burn wounds. So we rushed him to the ER. Sat there waiting for him for 5 hours before the doctors said thy are keeping him there for 48 hours. He will be okay though. I think.

While I was sitting there I has an weirdly interesting time To see people being rushed in. All the different and implausible realistic cases streaming in one after the other. One that really affected me was this case where a 19 year old boy went home at o1hoo and he hit a tree. His mother was sitting there poker face. Her other 16 year old son was killed 6months prior to this. Also in a car accident. So the older brother's heart stopped and they had to resuscitate him. I found out today that we woke up today and all he did was grab his mom's hand.

Fuck, it is sooo beautiful. Love. Man. What a miracle. l

Life is sooo short, eh?

Bleh! On a lighter note. I have been a very very stupid boy this weekend. I have not done enough work. So now I have immense pressure on me yet again. But, I had to take the day off to visit my dad, it is mother's day and one of my best gf's bday. So I mean I choose family and friends over work. there is no changing this.

I am doing a photo shoot tomorrow. I am quite excited, but fuck now I have a little zit on my mouth. Bleh! Photoshop for them! Hahah! Why thank you Murphy! Thu art a heartless bitch.

One of my friends that au paired for a year in USA is coming back on Tuesday. So will be nice to see her again.

A lot of the younger bloggers are about to start with exams. So I just wanna say: GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!

3000

YAY what a nice bday gift guys - 3000 hits lolz!

Well I know people like MeMyselfndMyHand gets that in an hour lolz, but to me this is so freakin awesome!!! To think some people take time out of their day to read my blog makes me feel very special and I am honoured!!!

U GUYS ROCK!!!

As my belated birthday present to u I am giving the wheel over to my followers:

PAM PAM PAM (lolz)

Everyone that wants can leave a topic for a post in the comments section and then I shall blog about it.

U have carte blanche!

Can't wait!!!

Peace and love,

xXx

20

Two decades old...

Meh...I don't know what to make of it. I think I have a bit of a midlife crisis or something haha! Silly me!

So I have been a bit quite his month. Only three posts so far. This will prolly happen from time to time I guess.

On Friday I had a uni pardy and it was awesome I really did enjoy it very very much... I smoked as well. Fuck I wish I could stop myself when I get like that, but bleh, mom always says u have to die from something so...ahah

Had a lot of people over today for a braai and so forth. It was nice. Unfortunatly my dad was called out to work cause a machine caught fire and it started to burn down a field. He is a project manager and seeing that it is his project he obviously had to go. So I havn't seen him today.

My brother and his girl also called from overseas to congratulate me. Gosh it is always so awkward to have such conversations over the phone haha!

Gift wise it was not such a good year hehe. But meh I don't really mind cause it is much appreciated. All I mean is that if they took any time to ask me some shit over the past 20 years they would know that I am not that much of a chocolate eater lolz >>> I have a pile of chocolates strewn all over my room hah!

Nway bloggers, hope u all have a great day.

Peace! and Love!

xXx