Dinner and urm a show!!!1

What a interesting day it was.

So I went to this Jamaican restaurant tonight to celebrate my cousin's finance's birthday. It was such a nice place. I really did enjoy it very much.

I had three very interesting cocktails throughout the dinner. Very yummy!!!
Then for starters I had chili mussels. It was so divine!!!! Then for mains I had this gourmet style burger. It was chili chicken with Camembert cheese and cranberry sauce.. OMG!!! What a combo!!! I was curling my toes. I was so stuffed I didn't have room for dessert, but I ordered a Jamaican style coffee which was delicious! I will be going back to this place soon in the future!

And in other news.

One of my best gf is acting so weird. I don't get it. We were super close this past month but the past week she has been ignoring me and when I saw her tonight she had this weird attitude. It sux. I hope it blows over quickly.

Something really weird happened tonight. Super weird. I was blushing half of the evening. After the dinner I wanted to go dancing. So I called up two gf's and went (one of them was the previously mentioned one). So we went to this regular spot we go to every so often. And for the first time there were gay guys. Cute gay guys at that. I was like so urm proud in a way. Felt strong in numbers. Representing and all. But then...

They started to hit on me. This was so peculiar to me. Two guys started dancing with me on the dance floor. I was so shocked and shy. So I just kinda left after a minute. I didn't know what to do. I'm only out to a dozen or so people. And then I went to the bar to order a beer. Whilst standing there two guys came over and stood next to me - one on each side and was kinda was checking me out. So I ordered my beer and left. This is when one grabbed my ass.

I was so horrified. I have never been in such a situation.
I am kinda happy and sad and confused all at once.
I don't know what to think.

Why did I react in this way. Was I ashamed of myself. Ashamed of the guys?
Overwhelmed or embarrassed?

Mmm this will be on my mind for a day or two...

What do u guys think. Was I begin a douche?

P.S Thanx to the two new followers!!!!

Love and peace,

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